That's bull! ( she's so surprised that it just slips out, the phrasing unconsciously lifted from kyoko, because her own words are not strong enough right now; if that was true, they wouldn't be here. here wouldn't even be a thing. isn't that right?

she remains turned away, but continues after a moment. ) There's no way… but … ( be good. be nice. be kind. ) Okay. If you do think that, then… ( all these little pauses, these little breaks to breath and force out the words; she knows what she came here to do but it's so hard. ) okay… that's a first step.